I have about 20 thoughts right now floating around my brain. First and foremost -- I love that we sing out of a hymnal at my church! I love it how today's special music was wonderful and exactly what I needed to hear. Second -- I love my Sunday School kids. I love how they wait all week long to tell me something and then they are just bursting at the seams to get it out. Third -- I love my church family. I love how we know each other and can pray for each other specifically. I love how they encourage me when my heart is heavy...as it is right now. The Lord has brought the most special group of people into my life that have encouraged me and loved me and I know that they are going to be praying for me.
Yesterday I was reading in Psalms and I love Psalm 34. Right now I needed to be reminded that when this poor GIRL cries that the Lord hears. Psalm 34 brings me great comfort. I know that through this...God is in control. God knows my heart and He knows that I can bear this difficulty even though I really don't think I can.
Friday wasn't such a good day. Getting reprimanded for FOLLOWING INSTRUCTIONS isn't something that I can take lightly. Doing what I was told and then getting spoken too critically about...oh, let's not forget infront of others...well, it pained me. I'm not going to lie. (I mean really--afterall, this is MY blog. But no details.) Just know that on day 5--I KNOW! I KNOW AND I AM NOW SAD...and I would give anything...ANYTHING...to just go back to the plain Jane coffee that I gave up. The plain Jane coffee was nice and warm and comforting. The plain Jane coffee brewers never-ever threw people under the bus. It's not what you do. People are soo rude. Lord, am I rude? What are you teaching me through this? Do I have to stay a
nd endure this? Is it wrong that I'd prefer the other? "Lord, please help me! (This has been my heart's cry all weekend long...HELP ME, LORD!)
Yesterday I was reading in Psalms and I love Psalm 34. Right now I needed to be reminded that when this poor GIRL cries that the Lord hears. Psalm 34 brings me great comfort. I know that through this...God is in control. God knows my heart and He knows that I can bear this difficulty even though I really don't think I can.
Friday wasn't such a good day. Getting reprimanded for FOLLOWING INSTRUCTIONS isn't something that I can take lightly. Doing what I was told and then getting spoken too critically about...oh, let's not forget infront of others...well, it pained me. I'm not going to lie. (I mean really--afterall, this is MY blog. But no details.) Just know that on day 5--I KNOW! I KNOW AND I AM NOW SAD...and I would give anything...ANYTHING...to just go back to the plain Jane coffee that I gave up. The plain Jane coffee was nice and warm and comforting. The plain Jane coffee brewers never-ever threw people under the bus. It's not what you do. People are soo rude. Lord, am I rude? What are you teaching me through this? Do I have to stay a
nd endure this? Is it wrong that I'd prefer the other? "Lord, please help me! (This has been my heart's cry all weekend long...HELP ME, LORD!)
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