This past week I have
discovered something very intriguing about myself. And I don’t know why I am just now having
this revelation of sorts.
Someone volunteered to do
something for me that would’ve been a huge blessing and then they turned around
and un-volunteered. My immediate
response was “It doesn’t matter.”
Yesterday again happened
that kinda hurt my feelings and immediately I coped with it by saying inside my
head and in a text message, “It doesn’t matter.”
But it does matter…
And how do I stop this
programmed response…?
I just don’t even know.
I’m going to pray about
this…because I want to acknowledge to myself (at the very least) that YES, THIS
DOES MATTER!!! My feelings matter. They matter when all is well and they
certainly matter when they are stepped on.
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